Greetings
I am new to the Pagan world and have tons of questions. I haven't started practicing rituals or spells but do meditate and use tarot cards, I think with some success. I am afraid to try anything more; firstly because I have no idea who to pray to; I have looked at all the different pantheon and haven't been able to choose one, I was raised Catholic and it feels like a betrayal to that religion although I am not a practicing catholic, and believe that if there is a God there must also be a Goddess or that the creator has no sex at all, so I have been praying to the universe in general. Secondly, since I was a child I have been sensitive; I have seen, heard and felt things that have made me very uncomfortable and I really do not want to invite anything evil into my home; I have children and they need to come first. Have any of you struggled with these things? What do you suggest? How do I know who is guiding me through my mediations and tarot readings; I see pictures in my head when I ask questions but there is no deity or face or anything to go with it. Does that even make sense? Any help or advice you could offer would be greatly appreciated.
Yours
-D
I am new to the Pagan world and have tons of questions. I haven't started practicing rituals or spells but do meditate and use tarot cards, I think with some success. I am afraid to try anything more; firstly because I have no idea who to pray to; I have looked at all the different pantheon and haven't been able to choose one, I was raised Catholic and it feels like a betrayal to that religion although I am not a practicing catholic, and believe that if there is a God there must also be a Goddess or that the creator has no sex at all, so I have been praying to the universe in general. Secondly, since I was a child I have been sensitive; I have seen, heard and felt things that have made me very uncomfortable and I really do not want to invite anything evil into my home; I have children and they need to come first. Have any of you struggled with these things? What do you suggest? How do I know who is guiding me through my mediations and tarot readings; I see pictures in my head when I ask questions but there is no deity or face or anything to go with it. Does that even make sense? Any help or advice you could offer would be greatly appreciated.
Yours
-D
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