I don't know where this goes, but it seems like a healing adventure, so here goes:
I just got done helping a long time friend with a school project where she analyzed a dream of mine that really hit home. It basically comes down to me being able to nurture an inner feminine child until she can grow and express herself as a beautiful strong, and able woman. Sounds easy enough, but it seems hard due to the fact that I am a straight male that is conditioned to be very masculine. How would someone such as myself go about learning to emanate this aspect of myself?
It may sound odd to some, but I am quite serious. I am not transgender nor care to be, nor am I confused about my sexuality, but I have an innate feminine aspect that is so real yet seems so elusive. I have worked predominately with Goddesses and listen to a lot of 'feminine' music, being that I am actually a fan of Taylor Swift because she has a wonderful way with words and bringing out emotions I forgot, more like denied, I had, which may not seem to weird, except I grew up in the punk scene and still love to listen to and play the music. I also love the Gothic fashion, and it is not a fetish, but a genuine interest in the beauty itself of the design.
Anyway, does anybody else ever feel like this (in the opposite sense as well, such as an inner masculine just waiting to emerge from the very feminine aspect of your being)?
I just got done helping a long time friend with a school project where she analyzed a dream of mine that really hit home. It basically comes down to me being able to nurture an inner feminine child until she can grow and express herself as a beautiful strong, and able woman. Sounds easy enough, but it seems hard due to the fact that I am a straight male that is conditioned to be very masculine. How would someone such as myself go about learning to emanate this aspect of myself?
It may sound odd to some, but I am quite serious. I am not transgender nor care to be, nor am I confused about my sexuality, but I have an innate feminine aspect that is so real yet seems so elusive. I have worked predominately with Goddesses and listen to a lot of 'feminine' music, being that I am actually a fan of Taylor Swift because she has a wonderful way with words and bringing out emotions I forgot, more like denied, I had, which may not seem to weird, except I grew up in the punk scene and still love to listen to and play the music. I also love the Gothic fashion, and it is not a fetish, but a genuine interest in the beauty itself of the design.
Anyway, does anybody else ever feel like this (in the opposite sense as well, such as an inner masculine just waiting to emerge from the very feminine aspect of your being)?
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