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    My sleep pattern is all screwed up since I got out of the hospital. I don't even know what day it is. Last night I took a sleeping pill because I wanted to finally get a good's night sleep without anxiety waking me up every 2 hours. Mind you I went cold turkey on the sleeping pills quite a while ago. So I took one like at 3am. Woke up at 11 am groggy as all hell. Like I was in a black death sleep. Great! But now I'm up.

    So I'm spamming the hell out of pf.

    enjoy!
    Satan is my spirit animal

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      I like Eminem.
      White and Red 'till I'm cold and dead.
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      In Days of yore,
      From Britain's shore
      Wolfe the dauntless hero came
      And planted firm Britannia's flag
      On Canada's fair domain.
      Here may it wave,
      Our boast, our pride
      And joined in love together,
      The thistle, shamrock, rose entwined,
      The Maple Leaf Forever.

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        So for 'dinner' tonight I did a bad bad thing. I had frozen yogurt for dinner. And by frozen yogurt I mean chocolate frozen yogurt. With chopped strawberries. And maraschino cherries. And sprinkled Butter Finger crumbs. And oh. Um. Cool Whip.

        Yup.

        A ain't sorry!


        I'm also probably high as a Diabetic kite.
        Satan is my spirit animal

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          I confess... I really don't like the fashionable misanthropy so common these days. It's as unattractive as a lack of self worth.

          I also genuinely blamed flatulence on a pet and got away with it.
          I'm not one to ever pray for mercy
          Or to wish on pennies in the fountain or the shrine
          But that day you know I left my money
          And I thought of you only
          All that copper glowing fine

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            Originally posted by Briton View Post
            I confess... I really don't like the fashionable misanthropy so common these days. It's as unattractive as a lack of self worth.
            I agree with this. And I especially hate it when it becomes an excuse to do nothing.

            I think there are very many terrible things that we can lay at the feet of humanity, but I don't think it is because we are terrible or evil, etc. And I think all of those things can be overcome.
            “You have never answered but you did not need to. If I stand at the ocean I can hear you with your thousand voices. Sometimes you shout, hilarious laughter that taunts all questions. Other nights you are silent as death, a mirror in which the stars show themselves. Then I think you want to tell me something, but you never do. Of course I know I have written letters to no-one. But what if I find a trident tomorrow?" ~~Letters to Poseidon, Cees Nooteboom

            “We still carry this primal relationship to the Earth within our consciousness, even if we have long forgotten it. It is a primal recognition of the wonder, beauty, and divine nature of the Earth. It is a felt reverence for all that exists. Once we bring this foundational quality into our consciousness, we will be able to respond to our present man-made crisis from a place of balance, in which our actions will be grounded in an attitude of respect for all of life. This is the nature of real sustainability.”
            ~~Llewellyn Vaughan-Lee

            "We are the offspring of history, and must establish our own paths in this most diverse and interesting of conceivable universes--one indifferent to our suffering, and therefore offering us maximal freedom to thrive, or to fail, in our own chosen way."
            ~~Stephen Jay Gould, Wonderful Life: The Burgess Shale and the Nature of History

            "Humans are not rational creatures. Now, logic and rationality are very helpful tools, but there’s also a place for embracing our subjectivity and thinking symbolically. Sometimes what our so-called higher thinking can’t or won’t see, our older, more primitive intuition will." John Beckett

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              I confess - I hate cloth shopping and do it only if super necessary...
              "Fair means that everybody gets what they need. And the only way to get that is to make it happen yourself."



              Since I adore cats, I might write something strange or unusual in my comment.Cats are awesome!!! ^_^

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                I confess I only own three pairs of "daytime" pants that don't have holes in them and all 3 are yoga pants.

                I need to go shopping for work pants when I get back stateside.

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                  I confess I'm sometimes sorry I reconnected with people I knew in high school. A lot of weird stuff comes back.
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                    Quite well understood Hawk..truly,you can never go home again as the say..
                    MAGIC is MAGIC,black OR white or even blood RED

                    all i ever wanted was a normal life and love.
                    NO TERF EVER WE belong Too.
                    don't stop the tears.let them flood your soul.




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                      Everybody I knew back then is currently weirder than I am now.

                      Maybe I have a skewed perspective, or maybe they are all nuts. Or maybe they aren't, but I am.

                      Who can say?

                      Questions, questions. My little brain is filled with grand questions.
                      Every moment of a life is a horrible tragedy, a slapstick comedy, dark nihilism, golden illumination, or nothing at all; depending on how we write the story we tell ourselves.

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                        We're all a little bit nuts, B. !! I walked away from everyone when I went to college. A friend was murdered that summer, and it traumatized me, although I seemed fine, even to myself. Now I have people asking about it from time to time. It's just weird.
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                          Originally posted by Hawkfeathers View Post
                          We're all a little bit nuts, B. !! I walked away from everyone when I went to college. A friend was murdered that summer, and it traumatized me, although I seemed fine, even to myself. Now I have people asking about it from time to time. It's just weird.
                          Oh, that would be hard. Best wishes.
                          Every moment of a life is a horrible tragedy, a slapstick comedy, dark nihilism, golden illumination, or nothing at all; depending on how we write the story we tell ourselves.

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                            Originally posted by Hawkfeathers View Post
                            I walked away from everyone when I went to college.
                            I basically did the same thing, with the exception of two people. One of those is now my ex-wife, and the other wound up struggling with PTSD and ended up committing suicide years later.
                            "The streams called Ice-waves, those which were so long come from the fountain-heads that the yeasty venom upon them had hardened like the slag that runs out of the fire, - these then became ice; and when the ice halted and ceased to run, then it froze over above. But the drizzling rain that rose from the venom congealed to rime, and the rime increased, frost over frost, each over the other, even into Ginnungagap, the Yawning Void. Ginnungagap, which faced toward the northern quarter, became filled with heaviness, and masses of ice and rime, and from within, drizzling rain and gusts; but the southern part of the Yawning Void was lighted by those sparks and glowing masses which flew out of Múspellheim. Just as cold arose out of Niflheim, and all terrible things, so also all that looked toward Múspellheim became hot and glowing; but Ginnungagap was as mild as windless air, and when the breath of heat met the rime, so that it melted and dripped, life was quickened from the yeast-drops, by the power of that which sent the heat, and became a man's form. And that man is named Ymir, but the Rime-Giants call him Aurgelimir" - The Gylfaginning

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                              Originally posted by B. de Corbin View Post
                              Oh, that would be hard. Best wishes.
                              Thank you. It's weird.

                              Originally posted by Munin-Hugin View Post
                              I basically did the same thing, with the exception of two people. One of those is now my ex-wife, and the other wound up struggling with PTSD and ended up committing suicide years later.
                              Wow. Sorry!
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                                That is one part of living a long time,you see people go away in many different ways...after a while you kind of become numb to death of others.
                                MAGIC is MAGIC,black OR white or even blood RED

                                all i ever wanted was a normal life and love.
                                NO TERF EVER WE belong Too.
                                don't stop the tears.let them flood your soul.




                                sigpic

                                my new page here,let me know what you think.


                                nothing but the shadow of what was

                                witchvox
                                http://www.witchvox.com/vu/vxposts.html

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