Maaannn, it’s been ages and ages since I’ve been on here...probably since around 2011 or 2012.
Anyways, a story about why I’m making this introduction tonight;
A long long long time ago, I was heavily into the occult....mainly left hand path stuff, working with entities i likely shouldnt have. One night i got scared s#%tless by a photograph taken of me with a very very visible spirit standing behind me in a very mocking way. So it’s at that time i said screw this, metaphorically threw all my things down and started going to church. April 2017 i had my confirmation, and everything was kind of alright....but i felt more like i was doing what i was told i should rather than what i felt was truly me.
Fast forward to a couple months ago, the typical me starts to question and question and question literally everything about “my faith”. I have had quite a few dreams since then pointing me back to Paganism.
So here i am, where my journey had began years and years ago, to start from the very very beginning almost as if I’m learning how to walk again.....i wanna start from step 1 and take it all slow.
So goes my introduction, hello to all of the ladies and gentlemen here...hope I’ll make some great friends
(Also, my username.....it’s from Steve Erikson’s Malazan book series)
Anyways, a story about why I’m making this introduction tonight;
A long long long time ago, I was heavily into the occult....mainly left hand path stuff, working with entities i likely shouldnt have. One night i got scared s#%tless by a photograph taken of me with a very very visible spirit standing behind me in a very mocking way. So it’s at that time i said screw this, metaphorically threw all my things down and started going to church. April 2017 i had my confirmation, and everything was kind of alright....but i felt more like i was doing what i was told i should rather than what i felt was truly me.
Fast forward to a couple months ago, the typical me starts to question and question and question literally everything about “my faith”. I have had quite a few dreams since then pointing me back to Paganism.
So here i am, where my journey had began years and years ago, to start from the very very beginning almost as if I’m learning how to walk again.....i wanna start from step 1 and take it all slow.
So goes my introduction, hello to all of the ladies and gentlemen here...hope I’ll make some great friends
(Also, my username.....it’s from Steve Erikson’s Malazan book series)
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