Hello there, I'm Chris, and I'm a college student living in central Kentucky. I've stumbled into the forums with someone uneasiness, as I've found both warm and welcoming people, as well as vile and extremely hostile people in the Pagan/Heathen community, but I suppose it can be said that there are people of both types found in any group. However, thanks to my temperament, the less-than-ideal attitudes in some can be rather... Off-setting, perhaps.
Anyway, that's not the entire point of what I'm here to say. I'm here mostly to ask about Asatru, or Heathenry, or Odinism, whichever you prefer. I've been researching intently for about a year and a half now on the Asatru faith, the different practices and holidays within it, and the different viewpoints of its followers, as well as the actual beliefs, deities, and concepts found within Asatru. I've read The Essential Asatru more than once, I've studied the Eddas, and familiarized myself with the different organizations associated with this belief system. I haven't done all this research in an attempt to call myself Asatru simply because I know everything about it, but to educate myself on a belief system I have felt drawn to for a while now. I want to be educated, I want to understand before I dedicate myself to the Gods and Goddesses. If there is one thing that never fails to aid in weakness, it is ignorance, and ignorant is something I refuse to be.
Unfortunately, I've felt a certain... Uneasiness, so to speak, about much of my personal interactions in the Heathen community. I'll try to explain this the best I can, and hopefully some of you might understand where I'm coming from and what I mean, or understand it enough to give me some advice.
I've found that my personal thoughts clash heavily with many views I've heard from many Heathens I've interacted with. The militant attitude I've seen in many people just... Doesn't quite sit right with me. And I don't know if it's because I'm just a different kind of Heathen, or if I don't belong, or whatever it may be.
I'm not weak. Physically, I might be considered that by some, as my physique is definitely on the slim side (I'm basically tall and boney as hell), but I am not weak. I avoid fights and arguments, and will do almost anything to avoid fighting in any form with people. But if I had to, I would stand in the face of certain death and fight my hardest to defend what I love. I may not be a fighter, but I am not weak. And while I feel strongly about that... That warrior and combat oriented attitude from many Heathens just doesn't sit right with me.
I prefer books to labor, but that doesn't mean I am not industrious.
I prefer wisdom to physical strength, but that does not mean I am weak.
I prefer love and affection over most anything, but that does not make me some wimp wanna-be Heathen.
I prefer not to talk about religion with people (Things get messy with that in the Bible Belt), but that does not mean I am not proud and open with my faith. It simply means I value the happiness I find in my friends more than I value making a point or a statement in argument.
I'm basically making this post and extending myself out to ask if there is anyone out there who understands this, because I'm not finding many in the Asatru community. And hopefully this post made enough sense to get across what I'm trying to say here.
Anyway, thank you all for reading. You guys seem like a pleasant community to be around, and hopefully I'll get some positive response.
Anyway, that's not the entire point of what I'm here to say. I'm here mostly to ask about Asatru, or Heathenry, or Odinism, whichever you prefer. I've been researching intently for about a year and a half now on the Asatru faith, the different practices and holidays within it, and the different viewpoints of its followers, as well as the actual beliefs, deities, and concepts found within Asatru. I've read The Essential Asatru more than once, I've studied the Eddas, and familiarized myself with the different organizations associated with this belief system. I haven't done all this research in an attempt to call myself Asatru simply because I know everything about it, but to educate myself on a belief system I have felt drawn to for a while now. I want to be educated, I want to understand before I dedicate myself to the Gods and Goddesses. If there is one thing that never fails to aid in weakness, it is ignorance, and ignorant is something I refuse to be.
Unfortunately, I've felt a certain... Uneasiness, so to speak, about much of my personal interactions in the Heathen community. I'll try to explain this the best I can, and hopefully some of you might understand where I'm coming from and what I mean, or understand it enough to give me some advice.
I've found that my personal thoughts clash heavily with many views I've heard from many Heathens I've interacted with. The militant attitude I've seen in many people just... Doesn't quite sit right with me. And I don't know if it's because I'm just a different kind of Heathen, or if I don't belong, or whatever it may be.
I'm not weak. Physically, I might be considered that by some, as my physique is definitely on the slim side (I'm basically tall and boney as hell), but I am not weak. I avoid fights and arguments, and will do almost anything to avoid fighting in any form with people. But if I had to, I would stand in the face of certain death and fight my hardest to defend what I love. I may not be a fighter, but I am not weak. And while I feel strongly about that... That warrior and combat oriented attitude from many Heathens just doesn't sit right with me.
I prefer books to labor, but that doesn't mean I am not industrious.
I prefer wisdom to physical strength, but that does not mean I am weak.
I prefer love and affection over most anything, but that does not make me some wimp wanna-be Heathen.
I prefer not to talk about religion with people (Things get messy with that in the Bible Belt), but that does not mean I am not proud and open with my faith. It simply means I value the happiness I find in my friends more than I value making a point or a statement in argument.
I'm basically making this post and extending myself out to ask if there is anyone out there who understands this, because I'm not finding many in the Asatru community. And hopefully this post made enough sense to get across what I'm trying to say here.
Anyway, thank you all for reading. You guys seem like a pleasant community to be around, and hopefully I'll get some positive response.
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