Merry meet.
I have been a follower of the pagan path since I was 13. The moment that the goddess walked into my life I knew that this was the path I was meant to take. I've never felt more loved, nor have I had a stronger sense of belonging then when knowing my Goddess is always with me. But a hard life and bad choices have led me slightly of my path. Most days I feel very empty inside. I sometimes feel abandoned and cast aside. And sometimes on really bad days I feel like I'm being punished. I read in a book a few years ago of a "Dark night"that people go through, in general no matter what religion one follows. the dark night of the soul and the dark night of the senses. Has anyone else heard of these dark nights, or understand what I'm feeling. and how do you recover from them. I want to have my face back again. I want to truly believe. I really wish to feel the embrace my Goddess once again. But honestly I don't even know where to start. Any advice is greatly appreciated!
Blessed be
I have been a follower of the pagan path since I was 13. The moment that the goddess walked into my life I knew that this was the path I was meant to take. I've never felt more loved, nor have I had a stronger sense of belonging then when knowing my Goddess is always with me. But a hard life and bad choices have led me slightly of my path. Most days I feel very empty inside. I sometimes feel abandoned and cast aside. And sometimes on really bad days I feel like I'm being punished. I read in a book a few years ago of a "Dark night"that people go through, in general no matter what religion one follows. the dark night of the soul and the dark night of the senses. Has anyone else heard of these dark nights, or understand what I'm feeling. and how do you recover from them. I want to have my face back again. I want to truly believe. I really wish to feel the embrace my Goddess once again. But honestly I don't even know where to start. Any advice is greatly appreciated!
Blessed be
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