Re: Breaking a curse? (WARNING: Very long winded)
I must admit to the feeling of idiocy for forgetting about cedar in smudging. I had never been too consistent about smudging every day like the other people in my clan do, and even when I did, I used only white sage, but I do remember my grandmother burning cedar needles and resin when I was little. A lot of my influence is Blackfoot, since that is the clan from my family that took me in and accepted me, teaching me. Because I am a healer, and see auras, I was supposed to be being trained by the holy man (medicine person) to take his place when he moves on to the next great adventure, but I moved far away, and only came back to the area a week ago, so he hasn't been able to train me. I will try a few of the things that have been suggested/linked here, and I am also formulating a very strong overlapping shield. Thank you.
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As I stated before, the hex was formulated to work like bad luck, until I fought back so hard it had to pull out something much less subtle. I also stated that there ARE good things in my life, but EVERY ONE of them I fought for like my life depended on it. I did whatever I had to do to get the things that were the most important to me. The events I put up there were only examples. I could not even write a book (or even a series of books) about all the bad that has happened due to this. I can understand a few things being bad luck, and I can usually tell what those are (I don't blame it on the hex when I lose at the boats for example. Just bad luck. Or when I swerved to avoid a basset hound in the road, and ran over 5 trees, a fence, and two ditches. Just bad luck and stupidity), but I am not kidding or over-exaggerating when I say that EVERY TIME there is an opportunity for something to go wrong, it does (or tries to. I was able to fight it when fighting for my husband for that year), especially if it is important. I am the unluckiest person in existence. I know that there are people in worse situations than me, but most of them were born into a sucky situation/have had no opportunity to improve their lives. I was born into a decent place, have plenty of opportunity to have a better, easier life. My husband and I work and scrape, and fight like h*ll to have an easier, better life for us and our daughter. And we're slowly inching forward, but every time something gets close to going right for us on its own (anything that is out of our direct and complete control) it goes wrong. We have friends that call us "the Murpheys" because Murphey's law pretty much defines our life.
Originally posted by monsno_leedra
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Originally posted by Ouranos Ouroboros
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