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    Re: Whatcha thinking about now?

    Originally posted by anubisa View Post
    Well I go see my doc on Thursday, so hopefully we'll get this whole mess sorted out. Hopefully, it's nothing too bad.
    Good luck! Sometimes it's actually better when our health hunches prove right because at least then you can start the right treatment and get back to your usual self sooner.
    夕方に急なにわか雨は「夕立」と呼ばれるなら、なぜ朝ににわか雨は「朝立ち」と呼ばれないの? ^^If a sudden rain shower in the evening is referred to as an 'evening stand', then why isn't a shower in the morning called 'morning stand'?

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      Re: Whatcha thinking about now?

      Originally posted by anubisa View Post
      Well I go see my doc on Thursday, so hopefully we'll get this whole mess sorted out. Hopefully, it's nothing too bad.
      Good luck, anubisa! Hope everything turns out fine

      If you need help with anything let me know!
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        Re: Whatcha thinking about now?

        Originally posted by Dumuzi View Post
        Good luck, anubisa! Hope everything turns out fine

        If you need help with anything let me know!
        Thanks Dumuzi. I will. Tomorrow my mom also has her colonoscopy. So I will be up and early going with her and my dad to the hospital. Nothing big, I know, but I hate these things. I'm sure nothing big will show up.

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        Originally posted by Jembru View Post
        Good luck! Sometimes it's actually better when our health hunches prove right because at least then you can start the right treatment and get back to your usual self sooner.
        Isn't that the truth. I'd rather be wrong than right.
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            Re: Whatcha thinking about now?

            Originally posted by volcaniclastic View Post
            Got my motorcycle license!
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              I'm thinking about having a cuppa joe...

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                  Re: Whatcha thinking about now?

                  Went to the doctor yesterday and she had labs done and I had an ultrasound done today. Gallbladder is good. Thank goodness. They also checked pancreas, right kidney, and liver. Those are fine too. She called me in zantac for my stomach since my stomach is acting up and it has been going on for a few weeks. She also told me to lay off fried foods and if this hasn't worked then to contact her. She also is checking to see if I might have celiac disease. We haven't got that test back yet. My weight has ballooned and I got to get it back down. I'm just a mess lately.
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                    Re: Whatcha thinking about now?

                    I could probably fill pages upon pages trying to answer this question lately. Everything is scattered, thoughts bouncing around from one thing to another without connection and seeming at random. Friends I've not spoken to in years, relationship issues, financial struggles,them back to people who vanished from my life in mere seconds but still hover on the edge of my thoughts. Thinking about? How to quiet it all, how to handle one thing then move to the other.

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                      I understand,I went through that about 15 years back. All I can say is hang in there,sometimes you just have to hold on tight through the tides of life.
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                        Re: Whatcha thinking about now?

                        Originally posted by Munin-Hugin View Post
                        I could probably fill pages upon pages trying to answer this question lately. Everything is scattered, thoughts bouncing around from one thing to another without connection and seeming at random. Friends I've not spoken to in years, relationship issues, financial struggles,them back to people who vanished from my life in mere seconds but still hover on the edge of my thoughts. Thinking about? How to quiet it all, how to handle one thing then move to the other.
                        I went through something similar during the first few months of this year. I found out an ex had killed himself in a double suicide on New Year's Eve and it dragged up so much buried crap, even things I'd never have connected to that relationship, that it made me physically unwell for months. I thought I was losing my mind.

                        I hope you can work through it quickly. It's not fun being in that place.
                        夕方に急なにわか雨は「夕立」と呼ばれるなら、なぜ朝ににわか雨は「朝立ち」と呼ばれないの? ^^If a sudden rain shower in the evening is referred to as an 'evening stand', then why isn't a shower in the morning called 'morning stand'?

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                          Re: Whatcha thinking about now?

                          Originally posted by taruhan12
                          I think about future, marriage and change nationality.. Hahaha
                          I'm just curious but how will you change nationality? As far as I understand (because a friend who is a national of a different county but married a Brit had a baby last year so we've discussed this a bit, though neither of us really understand the system), you're born with your nationality. You can have dual nationality up to a certain age if your parents have different nationalities but then you need to choose one or the other. Do you maybe mean citizenship? Or have my friend and I misunderstood something? Does it differ depending on the countries involved?
                          夕方に急なにわか雨は「夕立」と呼ばれるなら、なぜ朝ににわか雨は「朝立ち」と呼ばれないの? ^^If a sudden rain shower in the evening is referred to as an 'evening stand', then why isn't a shower in the morning called 'morning stand'?

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                            Omens, portents, and signs. To me it sounds like a sort of silly phrase but I'm in the process of starting to try to find myself again. It isn't that I haven't been me, but I put off many things, let some drift away, and in general have become detached from everything. And it was all for another part of my life that was so very important but now is appearing to be slipping away. How long do you continue to put things on hold? At what point do you say that it is time to move on?

                            I might not be completely at that point now but I do feel that it is time for some changes. So signs. Last night I spoke to my brother who I haven't talked to for many months due to annoyances that now looking back seem quite ridiculous. And I've been seeing Hawks lately. I'm sure it is the time of year where they are out and about and doing their bird thing, driving more aware of them. Also this morning I felt it was time to go back to my outside Altar and clear it off and as I stepped out of my house I heard a loud chirp and saw a fledgling bird on the sidewalk beside my door. So I did the only thing that I knew I probably should, and gently picked it up and tucked it into some shrubs nearby. There it would be out of the sun, close to where I believe its nest is, and hopefully Close Enough by so that its mother can find it again.

                            So is that being done, my alter cleared, a casting the runes done, I'm off to face my day. As a note about the runes, the ones I have painstakingly made so many years ago have gone missing. I found and fell back upon a set of old store-bought ones and I suppose it is time to make new ones. Eigwaz, Algiz, Dagaz, and Ansuz sit in my pocket. Time to see what the rest of my day holds.

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                              Re: Whatcha thinking about now?

                              Originally posted by Munin-Hugin View Post
                              Omens, portents, and signs. To me it sounds like a sort of silly phrase but I'm in the process of starting to try to find myself again. It isn't that I haven't been me, but I put off many things, let some drift away, and in general have become detached from everything. And it was all for another part of my life that was so very important but now is appearing to be slipping away. How long do you continue to put things on hold? At what point do you say that it is time to move on?

                              I might not be completely at that point now but I do feel that it is time for some changes. So signs. Last night I spoke to my brother who I haven't talked to for many months due to annoyances that now looking back seem quite ridiculous. And I've been seeing Hawks lately. I'm sure it is the time of year where they are out and about and doing their bird thing, driving more aware of them. Also this morning I felt it was time to go back to my outside Altar and clear it off and as I stepped out of my house I heard a loud chirp and saw a fledgling bird on the sidewalk beside my door. So I did the only thing that I knew I probably should, and gently picked it up and tucked it into some shrubs nearby. There it would be out of the sun, close to where I believe its nest is, and hopefully Close Enough by so that its mother can find it again.

                              So is that being done, my alter cleared, a casting the runes done, I'm off to face my day. As a note about the runes, the ones I have painstakingly made so many years ago have gone missing. I found and fell back upon a set of old store-bought ones and I suppose it is time to make new ones. Eigwaz, Algiz, Dagaz, and Ansuz sit in my pocket. Time to see what the rest of my day holds.
                              This doesn't sound silly at all to me. I'm pretty sure that the process I've just been through was soul retrieval on an epic scale. I just wasn't aware at the time that that was the process I was going through. It sounds like this could be what you're being pushed to do. To revisit old hurts and to remember (or discover) who you are.

                              I had help. Again, by someone unaware that he was helping me to retrieve lost/buried parts of myself. Just a medium I had a chance meeting with and who told me what I needed to hear, handing me back my power to forgive and move on.

                              It's all still new, and while I'm generally an over-sharer here on PF, I said very little about my struggles here or anywhere, and in fact, I stopped posting so much towards the end of the process. I'll possibly blog about it eventually, although right now it's hard to put into words what happened. I guess that's why it has been easier just to blog about tidying up my flat.. a process that isn't unrelated though. I'm clearing out the baggage so that only the true me, the new, whole me, is left. Then I'll take my life from there I suppose.

                              I'm glad you've found your way back to this little community. Maybe it will help you, or at least offer you a distraction when you need it. Good luck.
                              夕方に急なにわか雨は「夕立」と呼ばれるなら、なぜ朝ににわか雨は「朝立ち」と呼ばれないの? ^^If a sudden rain shower in the evening is referred to as an 'evening stand', then why isn't a shower in the morning called 'morning stand'?

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                                Apps exist to let you use an android phone as a web server. On one hand, this is a pretty cool feat. The idea of hosting a web page off a cell phone is hillarious. On the other, I'm tryinf to contemplate conditions where this I could imagine wanting to do this and I'm stuck at

                                1) unrealistic levels of desperation
                                2) an excess of drugs

                                Not really seeing anything else that could motivate me to set up a phone as a web server.
                                life itself was a lightsaber in his hands; even in the face of treachery and death and hopes gone cold, he burned like a candle in the darkness. Like a star shining in the black eternity of space.

                                Yoda: Dark Rendezvous

                                "But those men who know anything at all about the Light also know that there is a fierceness to its power, like the bare sword of the law, or the white burning of the sun." Suddenly his voice sounded to Will very strong, and very Welsh. "At the very heart, that is. Other things, like humanity, and mercy, and charity, that most good men hold more precious than all else, they do not come first for the Light. Oh, sometimes they are there; often, indeed. But in the very long run the concern of you people is with the absolute good, ahead of all else..."

                                John Rowlands, The Grey King by Susan Cooper

                                "You come from the Lord Adam and the Lady Eve", said Aslan. "And that is both honour enough to erect the head of the poorest beggar, and shame enough to bow the shoulders of the greatest emperor on earth; be content."

                                Aslan, Prince Caspian by CS Lewis


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