Hello everybody! I posted a small post about myself in the intro forum but I would like to share my experience with you and maybe find friend with whom walk in the path of the Aesir.
I was born into a Catholic family and raised as a Catholic but I have been always very disapproving towards the Catholicism and I started developing my own vision about religion and spirituality quite early.
I started having my first paranormal experiences when I was 13 following the death of a dear one (as if that specific happening had unlocked a door). By the age of 18 I was already reading Tarots and few years after I also started drawing astrological charts. Still a few years and I felt irresistibly drawn to the Runes. I already had a strong connection to Scandinavia which I visited at age 16 finding out that Scandinavian languages were oddly familiar.
I felt a resurgence of Christian faith but it lasted really short because deep inside myself I was aware that that wasn't my real path. Anyway, I also felt a very strong interest in Lucifer to whom I owe my present situation. He helped me shred all the Christian constrictions and see beyond the Christian narrow boundaries.
Although I hold Lucifer in high respect, I knew that He wasn't my destination, my path so, after a lot of years, I finally got the call from the Aesir. It's pretty hard to describe how it happened, it's been something coming out from my heart, a voice calling from deep in my soul.
Loki has been the first to call, he demanded a special gift that will be completed over the time: a book including Runes, prayers and magic entirely made by hand, rich in illumination and drawings. It will take me a long time to finish but it doesn't matter as long as it pleases the Aesir.
Thor and Njord came afterwards and together with Loki, they now form the Triad I worship on my small, simple altar.
Loki, Thor and Njord also demanded that most of the items on my altars be made by myself (where possible) so I made a tile where to put the offers, an incense holder, a candle holder and I am going to embroider a special altar cloth.
For very long time I tried to find reliable sources about Norse Spirituality, Gods and Religion but I was never lucky because serious stuff seems to be very well hidden on the Net.
After setting up my altar and beginning my worship routine, I bumped into a trove of ebooks.
The last of the signs I've got is a Rune...
Long time ago I modeled a set of Rune charms out of clay, then I stored them in a box. Few days ago, while rummaging in my shoulder bag, I found one of those Runes and I have no idea of how it landed there as all the Runes are securely stored in that box.
The rune is Sowilo, any of you know how to related it to my newly found path?
So this is a short version of my long path to the Aesir. Now I am here, I hope my walk along this path won't be on my own. I hope to find other fellow worshippers to exchange information and experiences!
I was born into a Catholic family and raised as a Catholic but I have been always very disapproving towards the Catholicism and I started developing my own vision about religion and spirituality quite early.
I started having my first paranormal experiences when I was 13 following the death of a dear one (as if that specific happening had unlocked a door). By the age of 18 I was already reading Tarots and few years after I also started drawing astrological charts. Still a few years and I felt irresistibly drawn to the Runes. I already had a strong connection to Scandinavia which I visited at age 16 finding out that Scandinavian languages were oddly familiar.
I felt a resurgence of Christian faith but it lasted really short because deep inside myself I was aware that that wasn't my real path. Anyway, I also felt a very strong interest in Lucifer to whom I owe my present situation. He helped me shred all the Christian constrictions and see beyond the Christian narrow boundaries.
Although I hold Lucifer in high respect, I knew that He wasn't my destination, my path so, after a lot of years, I finally got the call from the Aesir. It's pretty hard to describe how it happened, it's been something coming out from my heart, a voice calling from deep in my soul.
Loki has been the first to call, he demanded a special gift that will be completed over the time: a book including Runes, prayers and magic entirely made by hand, rich in illumination and drawings. It will take me a long time to finish but it doesn't matter as long as it pleases the Aesir.
Thor and Njord came afterwards and together with Loki, they now form the Triad I worship on my small, simple altar.
Loki, Thor and Njord also demanded that most of the items on my altars be made by myself (where possible) so I made a tile where to put the offers, an incense holder, a candle holder and I am going to embroider a special altar cloth.
For very long time I tried to find reliable sources about Norse Spirituality, Gods and Religion but I was never lucky because serious stuff seems to be very well hidden on the Net.
After setting up my altar and beginning my worship routine, I bumped into a trove of ebooks.
The last of the signs I've got is a Rune...
Long time ago I modeled a set of Rune charms out of clay, then I stored them in a box. Few days ago, while rummaging in my shoulder bag, I found one of those Runes and I have no idea of how it landed there as all the Runes are securely stored in that box.
The rune is Sowilo, any of you know how to related it to my newly found path?
So this is a short version of my long path to the Aesir. Now I am here, I hope my walk along this path won't be on my own. I hope to find other fellow worshippers to exchange information and experiences!
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