OK,I begin my little tale of being,from this point things may become a bit complicated.

I think I hit a nerve on another site. Here is something I posted on the other site about Becoming,and I would like feedback on this from all our female pagans on PF. What I said was if you are becoming female because of your need,then you are an invader and not a refugee from that old world,you MUST embrace all your new sisters in the fight for equal rights and respect for your sisters. that is how I approached my crossing,and that remains my new self and my attempt to be accepted into the full sisterhood. Also,Vol asked me about pronouns But I must earn that,and I want all women here to tell me to check myself,if I do anything that would hinder my earning that privilege.

hugs to my sisters if I can be allowed to connect with all of you? One thing I have been lucky with in going through this transition,was my basic pagan understanding of life and spiritual matters Outside people really do not understand how accepting and inclusive pagans are,that was what drew me to a pagan life in the beginning.

ok,I am done for now.

go here to see my poetry.



Found this singer and his songs,and thought you might like them as well.

Calvin Russell-You don't know



Calvin Russell - Crossroads



calvin russell - This is your world

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I am working on something exploring my change on a much deeper plane,not just the physical cosmetic change. being pagan,i must i believe see the inner reasons,in order to cross a much larger divide than gender as with the lhp concept of growing into a god .

ok,open up and hit me with your ideas on this.

I am going to try and explaion how mym life evolved to where it is now,something you should know i have always had a female soul,in the navy i created an alpha male image for protection at first,but got so good at it i started to get other men envying me,and kind of male man crushes on me. that was ubteresting,as some said they wanted to be me,most were mystified as to why all the bar girls liked me and would pay their own way out of the bar,and pay for the hotel,and ask me to join them,truth be told i was something they found very interesting ,a male woman,who was interested in them as persons not just a sexual partner. it was hard because i preferred men when it came to sex,but never with me in a m,ale role,even when young my nature was female always. why,who knows i read about the native American concept of two soul people, and i guess I had a female soul. but i had to protect myself by creating a male image,and i guess i was a natural good actor. it worked better than i might have guessed,and i became something that other men tried to imitate and wanted to be me i guess,they would be so shocked if they only knew the truth.

well that is a bit of my history


add this.
On Transgender Day of Remembrance, advocates honor lives lost to violence
From New York to Sydney, cities around the world on Tuesday will pay tribute to those who have been killed due to anti-transgender violence.


story here.

silence = DEATH!!

any questions,just ask

here is an interesting video

Black Hat USA 2018 Keynote: Parisa Tabriz



Not sure if folks are aware of the term non binery,i tend to fit that image in many ways,though i would say my spirit has always been female,despite any outward presentment. i know this may confuse many people but that is my nature at times. i have in many ways transcended gender and also humanity it feels at times,there is a term used "transhuman" it is fairly new on the horizon google it for a better understanding.

we are approaching a new era,the one that offers the idea in fact of immortality .

see here.

Answer (1 of 17): It’s so sad when I hear about wildly unrealistic promises. It tarnishes the promises of scientific progress when purported “science” abandons any real adherence to the scientific method and the scientific requirement that nothing that cannot be proven in transparent reproducible...


it is becoming more future fact than fiction in many ways.

question here how do you think you would react if suddenly you were offered immortality as a choice?



for some reason i am running into a lot of "white lighters" the last month,not the fun kind,the annoying kind