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I don't even remember what I was going to say anymore.
Maybe if I'm lucky I'll change someday, right now I kinda of wish I could just curl up and stop breathing.
I don't even remember what I was going to say anymore.
Maybe if I'm lucky I'll change someday, right now I kinda of wish I could just curl up and stop breathing.
It's got nothing to do with luck. You won't just magically change. This is going back to that train of thought that something other than you controls your life. Again, you need to do the work and put in the effort. You are responsible for you.
I'm not very smart and don't know how to properly say things. I can barely ever say what I mean to say because I just can't figure out how. So many other people from different sites just think that I'm lying because no one should ever have as many "problems" as I do. If I could work on one problem at a time then I would, but it just doesn't seem to be working like that. Someday, I will wake up and just stop acting like this. It's happened before, all I have to do is just stop forcing myself to try and do everything at once. I feel like I'm supposed to because as soon as I start feeling better and calmer, someone says something about something that I've posted and it just ruins everything. I know that I am an annoying little girl, and now I can't really change that since I'll probably just be ignored by everyone the next time I make a topic. and I don't fucking care if I'm just assuming crap, just let me believe it and be surprised when people don't ignore me.
I'm not very smart and don't know how to properly say things.
Oh come off it. Stop with the lame excuses and start taking some personal responsibility here.
This is a message board, you can take as much time as you need to figure out how to write a decent reply. Everything is there for you to go back and re-read, so you can have a clear understanding of what you reply to. If something doesn't come out right, clarify it.
someone says something about something that I've posted and it just ruins everything
If someone wants to bring up past drama when you're not initiating it, that's their problem, just ignore them. Show people you're done with it. Of course, you need to work past the current round of it before then, so maybe it's time to just drop it. If you have unanswered questions relating to the thread, ask them, otherwise just stop with the pity party. It's not doing you any good. I understand wanting to just vent and whine, but this isn't the place for it.
Yeah I know, I just wanted answers but it didn't happen.
Didn't happen, or didn't get the answers that you wanted? There is a difference... Regardless, it goes back to the same root problem. Oh well, I hope you figure it out some day.
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