In a different topic me and another user were talking about how the Lord and Lady send us lessons. I call them tests, it's just the word that comes to mind. Well, I started thinking more about what that person thought and what I thought about it; I came up with that if They don't punish us for failing to learn the lesson or for doing something bad than why do bad things happen to me if I think something negative or things along that line? It
happens almost every single time and it's also when I am supposed to be trying to learn a lesson, it makes it look like I am supposed to do the improbable. Which is, to be kind to everyone no matter what, live by the Lord and Lady and never do anything wrong, ect. I'm not really sure what to do here, I don't know why any of these things happen. We all get upset and think something negative, that doesn't mean we need to be "punished."
Like for that job I wanted, I didn't get it. I found that out the day after I had gotten upset with my cousin. I know it can just be caousinadance (I can't spell to save my life) but it's just too ironic because this happens to me so often. I try to stay positive but something gets in my way. A new thing to overcome in order to get what I want. But it just gets so mentally exhausting to stay positive and happy and still overcome something. The feeling is great when I do, but it's just so hard for me because I know it will happen again.
Maybe I am living too much by the Three-fold law?
Can anyone make sense of why this is all happening and what I REALLY am supposed to do to appease the Lord and Lady? It's the one thing that hasn't made sense to me, I just assume that everything happens because of Them and maybe that is why I am having such a hard time. The few times I have told them that i would handle my issue and not ask for any advice they seemed happy, but my mind was blank and I was lost on what I could do. Right now, this is like trying to learn math for me. It makes no sense and it will need to be explained carefully in order for me to understand it all.
Thanks in advance.
Blessed be.
happens almost every single time and it's also when I am supposed to be trying to learn a lesson, it makes it look like I am supposed to do the improbable. Which is, to be kind to everyone no matter what, live by the Lord and Lady and never do anything wrong, ect. I'm not really sure what to do here, I don't know why any of these things happen. We all get upset and think something negative, that doesn't mean we need to be "punished."
Like for that job I wanted, I didn't get it. I found that out the day after I had gotten upset with my cousin. I know it can just be caousinadance (I can't spell to save my life) but it's just too ironic because this happens to me so often. I try to stay positive but something gets in my way. A new thing to overcome in order to get what I want. But it just gets so mentally exhausting to stay positive and happy and still overcome something. The feeling is great when I do, but it's just so hard for me because I know it will happen again.
Maybe I am living too much by the Three-fold law?
Can anyone make sense of why this is all happening and what I REALLY am supposed to do to appease the Lord and Lady? It's the one thing that hasn't made sense to me, I just assume that everything happens because of Them and maybe that is why I am having such a hard time. The few times I have told them that i would handle my issue and not ask for any advice they seemed happy, but my mind was blank and I was lost on what I could do. Right now, this is like trying to learn math for me. It makes no sense and it will need to be explained carefully in order for me to understand it all.
Thanks in advance.
Blessed be.
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