Intor and a few questions
Hello everyone. I'm incredibly new here. First, I'd like to say Hi..I'm Hollie. I need some help since I'm new to this, my mind is open but unfortunately the people around me are targeting me. My son was rejected from a private school recently because of my religious beliefs, its a long story. Anyway, I feel pretty beaten down right now and I have no idea which directions to take. Just last year I realized how much I love nature and started practicing in a very small way. I got some books and started with some light research. I was very happy and content until I moved near family who are not supportive of my religious changes. I feel like the worst hypocrite in the world because in order to keep my family, I have to keep myself a secret. I'm 26 years old, but I feel like a child again. I have my own kids to worry about and I refuse to push them into anything like I was pushed into as a child. My family being near us makes it difficult, I can't just cut them out of my life(I love them), but if they knew that I even practiced a little they already told me they'd never see me again. This is all pretty much too much info, but my heart is heavy. I have no friends around me because I'm a stay at home mom, and babysitters are a rare treat. My husband is the greatest support system and loves me no matter what. The nearest group I can find is hours away, and my husband works and attends school so time is very little. My friends that I do have are very pushy shovey with their personal beliefs, so i try to just nod my head and listen with a smile, so I don't seem to offensive to them. Any help would be appreciated!
Hello everyone. I'm incredibly new here. First, I'd like to say Hi..I'm Hollie. I need some help since I'm new to this, my mind is open but unfortunately the people around me are targeting me. My son was rejected from a private school recently because of my religious beliefs, its a long story. Anyway, I feel pretty beaten down right now and I have no idea which directions to take. Just last year I realized how much I love nature and started practicing in a very small way. I got some books and started with some light research. I was very happy and content until I moved near family who are not supportive of my religious changes. I feel like the worst hypocrite in the world because in order to keep my family, I have to keep myself a secret. I'm 26 years old, but I feel like a child again. I have my own kids to worry about and I refuse to push them into anything like I was pushed into as a child. My family being near us makes it difficult, I can't just cut them out of my life(I love them), but if they knew that I even practiced a little they already told me they'd never see me again. This is all pretty much too much info, but my heart is heavy. I have no friends around me because I'm a stay at home mom, and babysitters are a rare treat. My husband is the greatest support system and loves me no matter what. The nearest group I can find is hours away, and my husband works and attends school so time is very little. My friends that I do have are very pushy shovey with their personal beliefs, so i try to just nod my head and listen with a smile, so I don't seem to offensive to them. Any help would be appreciated!
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