Desperate Cry for Prayers.

[lorraine02]

Re: Desperate Cry for Prayers.

it is your lucky to have faith.

[Willow]

Re: Desperate Cry for Prayers.

I'm glad to see you've found your way out of that dark.

[PoisonTears]

Re: Desperate Cry for Prayers.

Sadly...this have not stayed good for me. I feel as if I am cursed. The wonderful man I spoke of in my last thread, on Samhaine Night suddenly decided he wanted to end our relationship. Out of the blue. I am DEVASTATED. I thought for sure he would be the one to lead me out of the darkness. But... as per usual, I had love torn violently from my grasp. And here I am now. Alone, and desolate inside. I have been praying and praying and crying tears of agonized grief. But I have yet to see any results from my prayers. I feel disconnected from any spirits that may hear my cries for help. I do NOT know what happened, he just...shifted from "lets get a dog" to a few days later "I dont want a relationship with anyone right now". "its not you its me" etc etc...I pray so hard and so intensely that he will change his mind but as of yet all i get is "I am willing to be friends but I dont want a relationship".
my dear friends...I am in AGONY. my spirit is shattered, my heart is on fire with an inferno that I cannot seem to quench. No amount of tears, prayers or talking has been able to stifle the burning in my heart.
what am I to do? This man was different then any I have ever known. I want him back badly, I want our relationship to have another chance.
I no longer know what to do...I seem to be cursed to never keep love. I am SO depressed, so depressed that i have considered terrible things to stop the pain inside myself.
I need your prayers now more then ever.Please...Please pray for me, pray for us.
I do not think I can handle this broken heart...

[AL!CE]

Re: Desperate Cry for Prayers.

You seem to be desperate to be in a relationship but it's better to be single than to be in the wrong relationship. I think right now you need to let him go and work on your relationship with yourself. If this sounds a little mean then I'm sorry but good advice isn't always nice.

[volcaniclastic]

Re: Desperate Cry for Prayers.

If this is the same man you mentioned earlier, didn't you guys only date a few weeks/months at most?

You'll get better. Everyone does.