Re: Being alone in your path...
As has been said here, I am also solitary by choice. I have no desire to know or to interact with others of my path (Theistic Satanism and Demonolatry). I have been involved with a "group" of such individuals and found them to be generally false, petty, posturing individuals with little footing in reality. The perceptions that I have attained of most others of my path are distasteful to me - and aside from that, I am not a sociable person at all so I actively avoid interaction with other people when at all possible.
I have occasionally had the desire to share my thoughts and my path with others - but since my wife also holds to most of the same beliefs as I do, I have someone to share these things with. I also created a website which I use as a tool for self-expression and to record some of my thoughts, beliefs and experiences.
I can only imagine the fallout if I were an "open" Satanist at my workplace. Despite the fact that I do truly wish that others would be understanding and open-minded of paths which they perceive to be "negative" or "dark", I don't feel that social and professional fallout is worth the freedom to practice my religion "out of the closet". I don't see the reward in being "openly Satanic" and I don't really have any desire to educate random people in the same way that I once did.
So alienation is not an issue for me. I suppose that I have also reached a point in my path in which I am wholly self-confident and my sense of personal power is no longer dependent on what others think of me or what they contribute.
Originally posted by luciferian76
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I have occasionally had the desire to share my thoughts and my path with others - but since my wife also holds to most of the same beliefs as I do, I have someone to share these things with. I also created a website which I use as a tool for self-expression and to record some of my thoughts, beliefs and experiences.
I can only imagine the fallout if I were an "open" Satanist at my workplace. Despite the fact that I do truly wish that others would be understanding and open-minded of paths which they perceive to be "negative" or "dark", I don't feel that social and professional fallout is worth the freedom to practice my religion "out of the closet". I don't see the reward in being "openly Satanic" and I don't really have any desire to educate random people in the same way that I once did.
So alienation is not an issue for me. I suppose that I have also reached a point in my path in which I am wholly self-confident and my sense of personal power is no longer dependent on what others think of me or what they contribute.
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