Re: Confessions
I confess that I am my own worst enemy. No matter how hard I am trying, I STILL hate how I look. I had to try on 3 dresses yesterday before I found one small enough to fit. It is lovely, but it is for a 10-11 year old. I got jeans, both 11-12 years. Logic tells me I am tiny, so why do I cry when I see my reflection? Why do I think I am fat? I confess that I sometimes fantasise about pouring acid on my face so I haver an excuse for being ugly, and people can imagine I might have been pretty before my accident. I should know better at my age, but I sound like a freaking teenager. I confess that if I am this immature at 29, I'll probably never grow up.
I confess that I am my own worst enemy. No matter how hard I am trying, I STILL hate how I look. I had to try on 3 dresses yesterday before I found one small enough to fit. It is lovely, but it is for a 10-11 year old. I got jeans, both 11-12 years. Logic tells me I am tiny, so why do I cry when I see my reflection? Why do I think I am fat? I confess that I sometimes fantasise about pouring acid on my face so I haver an excuse for being ugly, and people can imagine I might have been pretty before my accident. I should know better at my age, but I sound like a freaking teenager. I confess that if I am this immature at 29, I'll probably never grow up.
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