Re: QDJ (The year of the chicken butt!)
When I dumped my ex while in Japan, I should never have taken him back. He gave up his flat and flew out to be with me. I took it as a beautiful romantic gesture and took him back. I know now that it was just a psychotic episode. I should have told him he's welcome to stay (he'd paid for the flight so what else could I have done?) but as a friend. Then he couldn't have hurt me and I wouldn't have left Japan. I wouldn't have rejected everything that made me 'me' because he had rejected me. I would have reached my goal of being fluent in Japanese years ago, instead of rejecting Japanese for 4 years and not taking my studies seriously again until meeting JP 6 years ago.
I hate that I'll never get to tell that guy how much he damaged me. The only good thing to come of all of this was meeting JP. He has made it so much easier to be content with the life I've been given.
Originally posted by Medusa
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I hate that I'll never get to tell that guy how much he damaged me. The only good thing to come of all of this was meeting JP. He has made it so much easier to be content with the life I've been given.
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