I wish to know myself deeper as well are read members stories and have great exchanges.
Please forgive me sometimes for my self-centered personality as well as my english as second language! (French, Scottish)
When I was 4 or 5 I saw some entity which went through my bedroom wall, I was a little sick however the thing 'could' be sure real because it was too complex, I thought my younger brother who slept in the next bed on the other wall of the bedroom was dead. So during this evening that thing went through the wall and I could ask it what it was and touch it, its presence inspired great introspection and reverence, I knew it was important but I still have no clue of the implications.
The description is a 3 triangles 3 circles and 3 squares moving and revolving into each another without touching, they each had a special color which dominated, like red, green and blue of each type, however they had some kind of thickness, they were absolutely perfect shape, and had some reflections from one another. The best aspect in drawing that I saw is the key of solomon which is 3 triangles some circles and some square shapes appearing into the 3 triangles, however it is a pale comparison.
Beside that I meet a real witch maybe 15 years ago and she binded my love/desire to some demon for some 3 days, and the last night of the spell or whatever it is, I meet her and chased her through a magic place full of glowing things like a secret garden. It felt very good... and the next morning I was still around her and she explained she was a witch and did black magic, she explained everything to me, and I was so disappointed, and my brain was erasing everything because it made no logic and she just appeared crazy to me, I was looking for something way higher and mightier in magic. So yeah I forgot mostly everything about it.
What made me register here too is that I had a psychic experience and saw LOVE, whatever it is , God, Jesus, for 2 days and a girl that I know did have the same experience at 14, me I am 38. I am connected to her, to her lover, lived their future in dreams, as well and connected to her and saw where she was, what was happening when she was in danger, yeah she does crazy things, out of control etc. I thought since birth she was my love for life, we shared same dreams about our past lives, etc and had the same detachment crisis when young. Both our parents are crazy which doesn't help and talking about this could label me as crazy etc.
Anyways, this God experienced healed my past and helped me talk about those things. Now, please tell me I am not alone here...
Please forgive me sometimes for my self-centered personality as well as my english as second language! (French, Scottish)
When I was 4 or 5 I saw some entity which went through my bedroom wall, I was a little sick however the thing 'could' be sure real because it was too complex, I thought my younger brother who slept in the next bed on the other wall of the bedroom was dead. So during this evening that thing went through the wall and I could ask it what it was and touch it, its presence inspired great introspection and reverence, I knew it was important but I still have no clue of the implications.
The description is a 3 triangles 3 circles and 3 squares moving and revolving into each another without touching, they each had a special color which dominated, like red, green and blue of each type, however they had some kind of thickness, they were absolutely perfect shape, and had some reflections from one another. The best aspect in drawing that I saw is the key of solomon which is 3 triangles some circles and some square shapes appearing into the 3 triangles, however it is a pale comparison.
Beside that I meet a real witch maybe 15 years ago and she binded my love/desire to some demon for some 3 days, and the last night of the spell or whatever it is, I meet her and chased her through a magic place full of glowing things like a secret garden. It felt very good... and the next morning I was still around her and she explained she was a witch and did black magic, she explained everything to me, and I was so disappointed, and my brain was erasing everything because it made no logic and she just appeared crazy to me, I was looking for something way higher and mightier in magic. So yeah I forgot mostly everything about it.
What made me register here too is that I had a psychic experience and saw LOVE, whatever it is , God, Jesus, for 2 days and a girl that I know did have the same experience at 14, me I am 38. I am connected to her, to her lover, lived their future in dreams, as well and connected to her and saw where she was, what was happening when she was in danger, yeah she does crazy things, out of control etc. I thought since birth she was my love for life, we shared same dreams about our past lives, etc and had the same detachment crisis when young. Both our parents are crazy which doesn't help and talking about this could label me as crazy etc.
Anyways, this God experienced healed my past and helped me talk about those things. Now, please tell me I am not alone here...
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