Uhm...
So I hopped on the scale today and discovered that my weight is up to 165lbs. I have never in my life weighed this much. And I understand that to some people, it does not seem like a big deal. My roommate is a bigger girl, and I try not to talk about it too much around her because she is trying to lose a lot more weight than I am and I feel like a douche. But I'm five feet and eight inches tall.
Usually, I weigh about 130lbs.
165 =/= 130.
Yeah. It's my fault. I let myself get into this like...hole with everything lately. I stopped keeping track of things and doing what I knew I needed to do, so clearly now I need to fix that. A lot. I know it doesn't seem like a big deal to some people, and if you want to comment with something like 'well I weigh ___ and I'm not complaining' just...don't. Bah. Mood swings don't help, I think. But with the aid of EBT I can actually afford food that is good for me. I went shopping, and I recreated my account on myfitnesspal.com.
We'll see what happens
BUT
On the bright side, you know this isn't your normal weight, and you're catching it now. Getting back on track, getting a bit more exercise in, etc, etc, is a lot better then pretending it's not happening.
And if you need cheerleaders, I will gladly be one