If one more JW or Christian villager tries to convert me and says I am mis-guided or delusional I think I am going to commit mass murder.
Ok so a while ago we had the good old JW's come to my door, which does not bother me in the slightest, I can sometimes have really deep conversations with them, well in the UK I did but not so much here. They were fine with me until they asked me if I was interested in becoming a JW. I politely told them no and that I was happy on my chosen path which is the path of heathenism. That was fine they made their excuses and left and I thought nothing of it.
Well the other day another one came to the door and asked the same question and I gave the same answer and was shocked when they turned to me and said "you do not choose your path, God is the ONLY path!"
WHAT???????
Am I living in another dimension or something? After I gathered myself together I politely replied that everyone has a right to chose what path they wish to take and that no matter how much you try to force it upon me, I WILL stick to my path. Then the person put their hand on my arm and said to me " oh you poor mis-guided child, your head is filled with nonsense and it is a shame you will go to hell"
I told her I do not mind going to Hel because my idea of Hel and your Hell are poles appart and that I know I am not going to a bad place when I am gone because I have lived a law abiding life and I have been good,kind,honest and loyal.
Now when I go to the local village shop I get stared at and I can hear people whispering behind my back. People are even ignoring my fiance and he was born and raised here!
I do not criticize their belief system so why the hell am I being judged on mine? I am so used to being in a country who on a whole will accept everyone's beliefs, so long as it is not violent or harming to anyone and I just cannot get used to this kind of ignorance. A woman I got on with quite well with now does not contact me and I am sure it is due to what I believe (she is Christian also)
I am now thinking that the move to here was a bad idea, I know that the country is a beautiful place and I love the country, but I don't like people's attitudes.
I should not call mine a blog it is more of a rant really !!!
i am sorry everyone but I have no other way to vent and if I don't vent then I do not know what I would do xxx
