Whatcha thinking about now?

[MaskedOne]

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Commandments of Wargame:ALB

1) Missiles are the one true air defense, thou shalt have no other air defense before them.
2) Thou shalt covet all the missiles
3) Understanding that your missile trucks are not not holy enough to have all the missiles, thou shalt invest in resupply trucks so that your missile trucks may continue to bless and protect you
4) Thou shalt thank the twin gods, MISSILES and LOGISTICS for handing you the opposing air force on a silver platter.

You may now return to your regularly scheduled business.

[Medusa]

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Tomorrow we have our grand opening! We have a ribbon cutting ceremony with the City Mayor! I've never been involved in something like this. I'm quite excited!

[Sean R. R.]

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A little update on my life for you guys (who I'm sure love my witty evilness a lot):

I officially have no money left in my bank account.
I make money playing the guitar on the street, barely enough to eat.
My PC's Hard Drive died. I cried. Lost everything.
My dad in Venezuela lost his job. He's coming to France probably next month, and this whole time I've been telling him I still have plenty enough money as to not worry him. I'm screwed.
My anxiety is so bad now that I don't feel it anymore. Instead I bite my fingernails until my fingers bleed.
As you have guessed, I can't find a fucking job. Every time I get a negative response, I thank them politely, then hang up the phone. I proceed to lose my shit and cry. The ones who don't even answer my applications have a special place in the burning nether of the otherworld.

I'm thinking of making a sign to put while playing guitar that reads "No money accepted as donation: Jobs only".

[anunitu]

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Though perhaps a weird thought,and maybe it is just me. I am feeling like something shifted,something important that effects the state of the world,and the stability of our normal social interaction. A change in the paradigm of sorts. Though I can not pin it down,I feel sure there has been a major change.

[Gleb]

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Though perhaps a weird thought,and maybe it is just me. I am feeling like something shifted,something important that effects the state of the world,and the stability of our normal social interaction. A change in the paradigm of sorts. Though I can not pin it down,I feel sure there has been a major change.

The world always changes, and so does humanity. But yeah... Something is boiling...

[Willow]

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A little update on my life for you guys (who I'm sure love my witty evilness a lot):

I officially have no money left in my bank account.
I make money playing the guitar on the street, barely enough to eat.
My PC's Hard Drive died. I cried. Lost everything.
My dad in Venezuela lost his job. He's coming to France probably next month, and this whole time I've been telling him I still have plenty enough money as to not worry him. I'm screwed.
My anxiety is so bad now that I don't feel it anymore. Instead I bite my fingernails until my fingers bleed.
As you have guessed, I can't find a fucking job. Every time I get a negative response, I thank them politely, then hang up the phone. I proceed to lose my shit and cry. The ones who don't even answer my applications have a special place in the burning nether of the otherworld.

I'm thinking of making a sign to put while playing guitar that reads "No money accepted as donation: Jobs only".

I'm really sorry to hear this. And really wish I had some solid advice or insight or work for you. But good luck, and all we can do is keep trying.

[Gleb]

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A little update on my life for you guys (who I'm sure love my witty evilness a lot):

I officially have no money left in my bank account.
I make money playing the guitar on the street, barely enough to eat.
My PC's Hard Drive died. I cried. Lost everything.
My dad in Venezuela lost his job. He's coming to France probably next month, and this whole time I've been telling him I still have plenty enough money as to not worry him. I'm screwed.
My anxiety is so bad now that I don't feel it anymore. Instead I bite my fingernails until my fingers bleed.
As you have guessed, I can't find a fucking job. Every time I get a negative response, I thank them politely, then hang up the phone. I proceed to lose my shit and cry. The ones who don't even answer my applications have a special place in the burning nether of the otherworld.

I'm thinking of making a sign to put while playing guitar that reads "No money accepted as donation: Jobs only".

I'm sorry to hear this, Sean. I wish the best for you, my friend!

[Munin-Hugin]

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Though perhaps a weird thought,and maybe it is just me. I am feeling like something shifted,something important that effects the state of the world,and the stability of our normal social interaction. A change in the paradigm of sorts. Though I can not pin it down,I feel sure there has been a major change.

I disagree, it is not a weird thought, and it's surely not just you. I've thought that something with me has shifted, as you said, as I have suddenly found myself doing things differently for the past two weeks or so. And while yes, there may have been a change in me, but it had to have been brought on by something.

I'm cleaning more, getting rid of the last remnants of the past in this house, my thoughts and attention have been directed at a different deity than usual, and I've felt restless. On a more global scale, my brother recently told me about how he may be going to Greenland to do some study of the seal populations there as they have come down with an unusual strain of virus that has been determined to have been up until now frozen in the ice caps.

Something's going on.

[Hawkfeathers]

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Me too, feeling like something's changed or is changing. It's more than my usual seasonal stuff.

[Heka]

Is mercury retrograde or something?


Sean, sending you love xx

[Medusa]

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A little update on my life for you guys (who I'm sure love my witty evilness a lot):

I officially have no money left in my bank account.
I make money playing the guitar on the street, barely enough to eat.
My PC's Hard Drive died. I cried. Lost everything.
My dad in Venezuela lost his job. He's coming to France probably next month, and this whole time I've been telling him I still have plenty enough money as to not worry him. I'm screwed.
My anxiety is so bad now that I don't feel it anymore. Instead I bite my fingernails until my fingers bleed.
As you have guessed, I can't find a fucking job. Every time I get a negative response, I thank them politely, then hang up the phone. I proceed to lose my shit and cry. The ones who don't even answer my applications have a special place in the burning nether of the otherworld.

I'm thinking of making a sign to put while playing guitar that reads "No money accepted as donation: Jobs only".

Man. I am so sorry you are going through this. Things do find a way of turning around when you least expect it. I hope this happens for you as well. Good thoughts my way to you my friend.

[Sean R. R.]

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Thank you all.
I'm resourceful enough to not die of hunger. Though winter is just around the bend and I sleep on the floor of a friend's apartment. Floors are cold.

My PC being broken let's me more time to think about stuff. Where my life is going, what mistakes have I done that I can absolutely not repeat, etc. I'm the only one to blame for being in this situation. I put too much trust in one person, and I got too comfortable with that. I made choices without thinking it through.

[anunitu]

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Been in something similar when I was much younger,just hang on and try to find a path towards something better.

The trusting other people to much thing can catch you in a bind for sure.

[Hawkfeathers]

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I hope things turn around fast for you, SeanRave.

[Heka]

I need to get up earlier.